Friday, December 21, 2012

Random Kindness Leads To Feeling Awesome



So today on my lunch break near downtown Nashville, I took my blanket with me that I got in a game at work last week--a blanket that I didn’t even really want and also I wasn’t real sure why I chose it in the game--and as I walked, I asked God to show me who needed it and headed out down this nearby bike path where there’s ALWAYS homeless people on benches and whatnot but today… there was nobody there.  Odd.  

I ended up seeing this guy walking near the park and felt compelled to follow him, so I did… but he was making a beeline across the grass in the park and was very direct in heading north past the farmer’s marke t(where I was headed) and I eventually gave up because I was heading there for lunch afterall… lol

So I went and got my food and then walked all the way over to the open tables near the BBQ place which are right next to some front windows in the food court area of the farmer’s market…

While sitting there, eating my food and wondering where someone could be that could make use of that blanket, I notice that I’m looking out the front windows at the main entrance at this woman trying to sell those homeless newspapers and I go:  =o

I then hurry and finish my lunch and then I think…  “Hmmm… what if I..?”  Yes, I had made a decision to do something a little more and I go over to this booth that I had been by a few times recently and I ask for two chocolate chip cookies, but I say that I need them in separate bags because I’m about to give one away.  (They put them in these little sleeve/bag thingies).

So I head towards the front and I put the $10 bill and the $5 bill that I got back as part of my change under the cookie in the bag that I’m going to hand to the lady outside and I head out front… 

I walk over and I say, “Hi” …she says, “Hello…”  I say, “I have a question... could you use this?” and I hold out the blanket all rolled up nicely in it’s still new, unused little thingy that’s wrapped around it.

She says, “Oh my goodness –yes!”  So I say, “Then it’s yours.”  “And by the way, I want you to have this – these are THE BEST chocolate chip cookies I’ve ever had in my entire life, and I just wanted to share them with someone.” 

She takes them both and says, “Why… why thank you sweetheart…” and I say, “You’re welcome!  Have a good day.”  

I walked away feeling awesome, but also wishing I could've done more.  

I will do more.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Hello Again

Hello old friend
You've been knocking,
But I didn't wanna let you in.
Truth be told
You're no friend of mine
Just a shadow that's always been there
Behind me.. watching...
Waiting...
I just didn't want to turn and face you
I wanted to look over my shoulder
And not see you there..
I thought you'd finally gone
But you never really went away
Hello again.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I'm Abrasive.

Sometimes I rub people the wrong way.
Sometimes I make them uncomfortable.

It's not something I'm proud of, but it happens.
I can't really control it, it just seems to happen... especially when I'm annoyed.

So let's see here...... what annoys me?
Stupidity. Laziness. Ignorance. Etc.

When confronted with these and similar things, I complain.
That's usually where I get in trouble.


Figures.


Other people are slacking off or not doing things right and I get in trouble.

But anyway, these things are all around us.. each and every day.
What to do, what to do....?

It sucks to admit this but hey, I did recently change the name of my blog here so:
The only thing I can really do is try my damnedest to not let these things get to me.

And that is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy friggin' hard, lemme tell ya.

But, while I do that, I would like to ask that everyone else out there reading this do me a simple favor...

When you're faced with stupidity, laziness, ignorance, etc. etc....

SPEAK UP!

Because not everybody can.